HURM...
bosannya ari nih....ntah lar...baru2 nih ati rasa mcm xtenang ja...rasa lemah ja satu badan...nk kata sakit tp ok saja...
hehe
hurm...sejak kena reject ngn someone that i really love's last year..akbar rasa mcm dah xda sebab nk cheerful or hurm...mcmna nk ckp ek?haaa....dah susah r nk rasa happy mcm seblom2 nih...walaopown pergi mrata,jumpa mcm2 jenis org n jumpa balik member2 lama...tp....ntah r...rasa mcm murung saja...kadang2 nk wat lawak2 bodo pown dah xda m0od....
dulu...akbar selalu wat org ketawa....tp setiap kali lepas tengok depa gelak saja...pas2 akbar terfikir...
"aku buat depa gelak tp kenapa xda satu org pown yg boleh ceriakan hati ak nih?"
akbar rasa akbar taw sebab apa...maybe sb akbar ditolak cinta yg akbar betol2 mahukan sgt2 sblom ni
..!hurm...ntah lar...lepas akbar dikecewakan oleh si "dia" tuh...akbar terus murung saja...nk senyum pown kadang2 rasa mcm malas...hadoi....!
oh my god!this is quit a heavy punishment that you gave me!i barely cannot stand it anymore!!
hurm....
really cannot thinking well n doing something right!really m0ody all the time...walaupown dari luaran akbar nampak saj happy..but...i'm still sad inside...really lonely tired.....
there's no one can steall all my pain
ada satu hari tuh...dalam kepala otak akbar asyik fikir saja...ak nk pergi laju2 sampai kalau boleh akbar nk xcident masok hospital..biar badan akbar nih sakit supaya akbar xpayah nk fikirkan sangat sakit dalam hati akbar nih...oh tuhan....aku betol2 xtahan sangat..ak dah banyak kali da rasa meluat dengan hidop aku nih...walaupown ak xnak mati lagih tp ada terniat dalam hati ak nk tamatkan riwayat ak nih...hurm....
hurm...
really feels lonely n deperate now...really hope have someone can cure all my pain...
sometime i really feels like wanna cry like a born child...cry n scream out to my heart...let the world know my pain...let "her" know my pain that i suffer ~!
mummy
i really wanna cry but why i am a boy?if i cry all my dignity will lose...
mummy....
there no one here for me to told all my story...
i can just release it in this blog...
jangan lar nk mengutuk akbar nih pondan ka or bukan jantan..
nanti unkpa pown akan merasa jugak suatu hari nanti...
mmg..
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kalau dah betol2 sayang seeorng tuh n xdapat dia...pergh!rasa mcm xda harapan lagih dalam dunia nih...
:'(
mmg blog kali nih membosankan..so kalau sapa2 yg rasa benci or meluat juz leave this page...akbar xpaksa pown unkpa untuk baca..akbar juz nk luahkan isi hati akbar yg terseksa n xda sapa pown yg taw...
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hurm...
that's all for today i think...
ntah r lepas nih dpt jumpa dia lagih ker x?hurm...
n i really love you....
although i don;t have you but i still keep you photograph cuz i know it can serves me well....
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maseh kerana membaca blog akbar nih...
dah r...
akbar dah xda benda nk tulis nih...
caw!
BYE!
