hey .. its been a while that i'm not wrote on my Blossom off Envy ..
how am i'm doin now ??? not so good . and still searching the life that is impossible to found it .
i've change to much now , someone said that i was growed up . but i don't think so . coz i really dont wanna grow up . it hard to live in this cruel world , money , politic , and life cycle !
my weight has gain up to much since i suffer from all the stupid aggenda .. my hair grows longer now . kindda a maskulin person now .. ahaha ..
still working at the same place that i used to work last year . still riding the same bike's ! old hobbies still din't change at all .. and also i've still wearing the same colours for 13years :)
i think's thats all for you all out there ..
[ Akbar ]
I REALLY DON'T WANNA GROW UP !!!!
The worst feeling is when you cannot love anyone else, because your heart still belongs to the one who broke it.
From now on i'm gonna wake up and tried as hard as it could to enjoy bein a normal human bein . . Just laugh as hard as i could every single day and reduced the addicted of drugs step by steps ..
i just want lived the life peacefully and be the old Akbar ~
Bangle silver aku dah hilang kot . Fuck betul la ! adoooyyy .
sedih gila seb bangle tuh ja la satu-2 nya barang yg paling lama aku pakai n dah merata " DIA " ikut aku ..
tapi sekarang dah hilang kot ! aku dah xda apa-2 lagi dah nampaknya ~ semua dah hilaangg !!!
dari Form-3 aku pakai sampai skrang kot ~ hmm
i'm just a Lonesome guy's with nothing left to joy in my life's ~
Tired off living in such a cruel world and people .. i'm just a innocent person and in every breath that i breathe is like sniffing the air from the holly dark holes ~
it reminds me about being a kids and got nothing to cares or responsibalitties .. i hate getting older . and i'm getting weaker and weaker causes of trying being independant :')
i've got to much problem that i kept inside my head and almost exploded but i don't know where or who to share with and the result that it just making my life tottally miseareable ~